No stats yet — that’s the point. Check back.
Flipping tires, skipping the beer, mostly surviving both.
A real-time, no-airbrush record of trying to get stronger outside, quieter in the head, and honest about the days it doesn’t work. No before-and-after. Just the middle, forever.
Three threads, one guy
What this whole thing is actually about
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Fitness Journey
Bodyweight circuits, tire flips in the yard, and mountain bike rides that end in mild regret. Logged honestly, PRs and faceplants both.
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Workouts logged Since Live
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Sobriety & Mind
Cutting back on drinking, one dry night and one relapse-adjacent-wild-weekend-out at a time. This is the messy, unglamorous middle part.
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Days currently sober
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Blog
Weekly-ish dispatches: what worked, what didn’t, and the weird thoughts that show up at on the bike, under the tire, or struggling to sleep.
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Posts and counting
“I’m not trying to settle down to become someone else. I’m trying to remember who I already was.”
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Days sober
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Tire flips this year
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Miles run
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Setbacks admitted publicly
where the sweat starts to flow
Backyard gym Secondhand tire Muddy mountain trail Cracked sidewalk mile 3am overthinking
New this week (if i’m not battling a nasty hangover ATM)
Where the middle gets written down
Unedited updates: Some days it’s progress. Some days it’s just surviving. Both get posted.
First entry is coming. Give me a minute.
Not a before-and-after. Just honest logs, bad days included, documented as it happens.
Spoiler Free Zone — I don’t know how this is going to end either…